With all the stress I’m having right now, it’s a surprise I’m still standing.
I’m exhausted. Seriously.
Mentally.
Physically.
Emotionally.
Sometimes, I really just want to take a break from everything. You know, just lie somewhere and sleep all the problems away. But that would never accomplish anything. And knowing how I am, I wouldn’t be able to sit still anyway. I would always try to find something to do. Even if sometimes, those get me into trouble.
I’m juggling three jobs right now. It’s all good though since I work on my own hours. Though that means working from 9 in the morning, making calls and emailing people, going to meetings and attending events till around 3AM the following day to do editing and design.
I have a couple of events coming up and I work as a Marketing Consultant for both. I’m an Account Executive for a newly established magazine. I do graphic design and creative photography on the side as well.
Wait. Those are not three. It’s actually four.
Sigh…
To top it off, my hubby and I are not in good terms right now.
I’m no super woman. But I don’t know why I take on these things and start complaining when things get rough. I know these things are bound to happen to me when I took on these projects and responsibilities but nevertheless, I like it. I want it. I actually NEED it.
Am I crazy or what? Am I really just that high-strung? Am I a masochist?!
Oh well… If you combine all of those, that would mean I’m a high-strung, crazy masochist.
San ka pa?!
Ruth Medina-Ilasco 