Ruth Medina-Ilasco

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Soon I’ll die, leave you and never come back. And then you’ll realize just how important I was to you.

Death is beautiful. That’s how I see it. I am not afraid of death. Never was. Never will be. And I’ve encountered numerous deaths in my lifetime already. But I always think of it as beautiful. Especially if the person who died has a personal relationship with God, then his/her death becomes all the moreContinue reading “Death is beautiful”

A Letter to Forgive…

I didn’t know what to say which is why it took me so long to reply back. I kept on reading and reading your letter to me, trying to see if there’s anything underlying your thoughts aside from the surface that you wrote. I found none. Or perhaps, it’s just that I’m not as goodContinue reading “A Letter to Forgive…”

When has it ever been fair?

I’ve been thinking… When you least expect it – like you have the best life you’re living so far, you just bought this nice looking car, you’re living on this very nice condo or loft, you’re earning way too much that you could even pay for your neighbor’s bills and still get extra – it’sContinue reading “When has it ever been fair?”

Lost and Found and Lost Again…

A couple of days ago, I started reading Neil Gaiman’s “Fragile Things” again for the third time. It’s a collection of short stories and poems created by Neil Gaiman. When I got to the poem The Fairy Reel – it made me stop short. And think. It made me think about this guy, this friendContinue reading “Lost and Found and Lost Again…”

My New Profession

I have a new job. And it’s something that I don’t get paid for but have lots of fun anyway. And it’s pretty fulfilling too. I am a clown. To my daughter. 🙂And whenever she smiles back at me, babbles at me, coos and gurgles as I make faces at her, talk to her – it’sContinue reading “My New Profession”

Twilight by Catherine Hardwicke

When you can live forever, what do you live for? Me – I suppose I would live for my family – the loves of my life. And that was how this movie was supposed to be all about as well. Anyway – Twilight was so hyped up that it was basically being described as theContinue reading “Twilight by Catherine Hardwicke”

Our Prettiest Little Angel :)

And we saw her for the first time in full color! 🙂 The wonders of technology. 🙂 We went through a 3D/4D ultrasound and saw our baby in full color for the first time. It was soooo cool!! Hehe. Notice her smiling in a couple of photos. And notice how she likes to hide behindContinue reading “Our Prettiest Little Angel :)”

Our Baby Girl in Black and White. :)

This is her looking sideways at us. 🙂 My Baby’s second peeks through the ultrasound. 🙂 I had a first ultra-sound when I was around 26 weeks. She wasn’t that much recognizable yet so I didn’t post it. Plus I only got hard copies of those photos. 🙂 Anyway, here – she’s 31 weeks alreadyContinue reading “Our Baby Girl in Black and White. :)”