She was in her own thoughts as he quietly left their apartment. Or should she say, her apartment. Suddenly she realized what she had given up. She had given up a man who was handsome, intelligent, charming, witty and rich for a man who was biding his time at her house pretending to be herContinue reading “Why is it that I feel somehow like this?”
Category Archives: Random Thoughts
Yoko Na
Ayoko na. Tama na. Pagod na ako.
Leaving. Soon.
“I’m leaving.” Two words. Two words that I heard from you that night. Two simple words that I dreaded hearing. “When?” I knew the answer to my own question. You told me that whatever we had – was not permanent. That soon, it would be over before we knew it. “Tomorrow night.” Tomorrow. Tomorrow night, sheContinue reading “Leaving. Soon.”
Iyak
Hindi na ako makaiyak. Kahit na ba sandamakmak na ang problemang dinadala ko, hindi ko pa rin magawang umiyak. Kahit na gustong gusto ko na, hindi ko pa rin magawa. Bato na nga siguro ako. Wala ng puso. Wala ng maramdaman. Tanggap na lang ng tanggap ng kung anong problema, tapos hahanap na lang ngContinue reading “Iyak”
Thoughts…
Some things to think about: When you’re sheltered its hard to see how good it is for you… Some of us still sob quietly at night, hoping desperately that the ones we love the most will know the right thing to say. And its a hard and lonely weight that settles on us as weContinue reading “Thoughts…”
Too Much…
Dear You, Lately, things aren’t going pretty well for us. I don’t know what happened. I don’t know how it came to this. I don’t know why. I just couldn’t tell. Things have been going ok, what happened? Why? I’ve been trying to understand you. I’ve been trying to always listen to you and understandContinue reading “Too Much…”
Zzz…
I’m at work and I’m sleepy. I am so f*cking tired. I haven’t gotten any decent sleep since last Friday. No, scratch that – I haven’t gotten any sleep at all. Who says moving out and into a new house was easy? Dang….
Malibu Beach with Sean 03.25.07
A few miles away from the beach itself Sean asked me to go to Malibu Beach yesterday. He took me to this very secluded private beach where no one was around except for a few and us. And this is where he popped out the news that he’s leaving. So that was why he wantedContinue reading “Malibu Beach with Sean 03.25.07”
[none. none at all.]
I feel sad. Tired. But most of all, just lonely. I just learned yesterday that a friend of mine who’s close to my heart is leaving California. He’s going back East, back to his hometown. And he just told me this yesterday. Just yesterday. Sunday. We went to Malibu beach yesterday afternoon and had a relaxing grandContinue reading “[none. none at all.]”
Ruth Medina-Ilasco 